Time is a mystery. Time can create a lot of things, but also destroy a lot of things. Time past, more and more do not know what you are doing. Maybe it's not me, it's time. Zhang Xiaoxian said, love begins with time, but also destroyed the time. I believe.
From the rain in the diary of a word drift into a word "from scratch, is happy," I admit, with sometimes very happy. "From there to no, but also happy," I admit that the loss of freedom. Suddenly thought of freedom, I am in the enjoyment of and even spend freely, this freedom. "Life is precious, love is higher, if it is free, both can be cast." My friend and I say, this freedom is not easy, is abandoned before the return of love. Yes, others pressure on me, the heart of the burden, and finally, so be thrown away. I can not admit that my spirit has been greatly liberated and stretch, is to unload the feeling of the millennium of sadness and wind and rain. I have pleasure, free and easy pleasure.
But a friend, it is hard to tell me that it is impossible to be true, unless you have left your life. A little surprised, the high school students actually said to me, but I also can not refute, indeed, the real freedom may really need the most precious life and love, to change it. I am now what, pseudo free state.
Love me, not negative. I was born to believe that, in addition to the Buddha, I was born to love, I am destined to people is to love life, love is life. But sometimes love has too many additional conditions, but it is negative. For example, in the past, especially the stained with the past, is a heavy burden, mental debt. For example, the material, this hateful love to plug in, there is no, the difference is great, even if I ignore its existence. For example, feeling, thought, feeling is the guide of love, only to find out, sometimes, feeling is classified. There is no sense of security panic, no emboldened grievance, no reason...... , I think a lot of time, need to feel failed to meet, but get the feeling I don't want.
Lack of security is a common problem for women. So many cracks accumulate together old, was found to become insurmountable gap. Or, in the old quarrel is a fishy smell of gunpowder, accumulate more, they found a bomb. Women are too sensitive, but also too much self-esteem, perhaps because of this reason, women's security is always missing.
Would rather give up, also do not want to live in the spirit of the low weight, I think all women will be the choice. Even if the scars, even if the heart more than, even millions of regret, but he is important. Women always have a day to think so, want to take off all the negative tired, all disguise, throw away everything to please and injustice, just simply for their own, I live. Is this faith, simple for themselves and live. Get rid of everything, whether in the past, or love, or men, or hurt, pure, pure let yourself feel yourself, for yourself and live, and live.
Sometimes a woman, need pure, need beautiful, need a person at the end of the pure. I think, the highest level is the world has nothing to do with it. Is said, women sometimes need to forget all the rules, is compelled by society to moral woman, rules, men imposed to the woman gangster logic, and so on, altogether aside, pure and forget about the world, just remember that your life and the spiritual world of their own decide for themselves, the master of his own.
If the slave of love, everywhere compromise, women do not know what to think. Sometimes, a woman would rather let oneself learn to choose. Suddenly thought, if meet, I will say that he is now very happy, just pretend to be not sad. I think this is also a lot of women to their own dignity, just to let their own back. Is the reason that you give yourself. Yes, most women, determined, and you don't want to look back. Not once thought, but more can not own heart that hurdle, he is not willing to easily overthrow their original duty bound to choose to do. To overthrow, is to admit that they have completely lost, this is a more serious trauma, than losing a man even greater trauma. This is the crux of the woman, weak and strong mixed consciousness of the crux of the matter.
Woman, sometimes, it's a monster. In fact, she has its own logic, but others do not understand. She has her own way of expression, but others do not understand. Woman is a monster, but you didn't find the decryption key. I'm a woman, and I don't deny that I'm a monster. Although......